I don't like it :(

Feel like I'm useless... I wanna finish my essay today. Don't disturb me. Why? Why are you disturbing me if you're not going to concern me, bitch? Running as fast as I can to look at my Facebook and Skype, see weather what you've told me when I'm away. But then, when I look at my Skype, that's only one message from you that about the blog. Facebook, 44 notifications of liking. You said you will not let me lonely, you will care me, you will not laugh at me when I'm upset, you will not saying my bad stuff in front of others, won't laugh at me when I'm crying. You said you will make me laugh till stomachache when I'm upset, won't mind I use your name in a joke and you said you will try to know me deeply from now on. I'll remember what you've said to me. Don't lie to me. I hate people lying. You said you'll protect me :) BAHAHA xD Will this actually happen? No, I don't know... You said you'll protect me, when I'm scared and also in Blackshot. Feel so warm when you said all these to me. I was shocked when you say anything touching. 2 more time to chat until midnight. Value it. I hate myself... Why am I crying for you. Anyway, I'm bitch, I cry for everyone. Listening to some touching songs, writing something I think about on my blog. Nice feeling ever. Writing crap things, hope you guys don't mind it :) BAHAHA

What the hell happened to my sucks wifi? No internet access, fuck it! But it's okay, because I need my full attention to write 3 essayssss!