I want to be weak

You said, you want the normal me, but, wait.... Did you be the normal you? I didn't change, I just treat you like how you treat me before. You break my heart, I'll break yours. I didn't meant to do it. Maybe I need some time to cool down, maybe I'm doing some stupid, idiot things to you. But, whatever! Stop asking me to accept your friend request, I know you don't need it. All you need is just her. Every time I online, just to chat and talk to you, but... How you treat me? Tell me, how! Maybe, you don't think you treated me badly. It's okay. Maybe you don't think you treat me like this before, or just acting you don't know (no offense) to kill me, if that so, I can tell you, whatever doesn't kill me, only make me stronger. You said you really don't understand  happen to me today, you don't want to fight with me and let me cool down. When I see this, I can feel how much want our friendship. Or maybe I've had a wrong feeling. Ok, I don't know what am I writing. All I can say is, I'll try my best to cool down and talk to you. If you call me, I'll like to answer, and listen to what you want to say :) You can't see this post at the first time as I changed my blog link. No one asks for my blog link except Songwei, fine!